Oh my, I have done pretty good the last two nights, but I can feel myself resisting going to bed because Sylvia isn’t here. I have kept myself busy all evening, just to keep my mind off of the fact that she isn’t here. I miss cuddling with her at night and waking up with her in the morning. I hope I can sleep tonight. I am going to take some Ibuprofin PM and hopefully that will help. I had a busy day, so I should be tired….we shall see. Oh I miss my woman!